It has been almost a year and a half since we lost Dad. I can honestly say, there is not a day that passes that I don't think of him in some way. Especially, now that we live in the archery shop. I often find myself wondering what in the world he would have thought about all this!
In that time, I have had a lot of time to soul search and time to figure myself out. I am complicated in so many ways, but so simple in others. So, through it all, I have started turing over a new leaf in my life.
What is it? Just to be myself and understand that some people may not like that or understand that. Also, to really listen to my heart and do what I know I'm supposed to do in life. Has it been easy? Nope. Not one bit. But, I will continue to do it because I know it is right. In the past year, I have learned who is a true friend and who truly is there through thick and thin. Unfortunately, that part sucks. Some people in my life only need me when someone better isn't around or they need something from me. I freaking hate that. Either your in or out. Love me or hate me, but you can't do both.
Tonight, I started my own YouTube channel. Not a big deal. I know several six-year-olds with their own channel. ;) But, for me, a beginning of sharing my love and my passion. Now to memorize all those lines for the upcoming show...ugh. My brain doesn't work like it used to.
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